I don’t know what it is, but I seem to have this thing with helping people that are having a hard time with things, and usually they seem to be foreign.

It started in college where my roommate freshman year was a really cool guy from Korea who had just gotten into the country like that day. I made him a sandwich in the toaster and tried to show him some of the ways of the West. Later, I let him use my Social Security # so he could get a job doing after-hours janitorial work at First Union. It made me nervous because I didn't want to get in trouble, but he couldn’t' seem to find a job and it helped him for a couple years. Throughout college we had multiple Korean roommates, most of which were pretty cool, but all needing a little guidance.

Then just recently, I befriended a guy here at work who was trying to get back into school. He had a Bachelors Degree, but had some money problems and couldn't get a hold of his transcript. So anyway, I helped him out with finding a school that didn't require it and helping him figure out what classes to take, etc. Oh, and he was Honduran I believe.

I don't know what the point is here; I guess I am just reflecting on the fact that I seem to have a weakness for wanting to help out people with language or cultural barriers. I don't really know why. Maybe it's the Indonesian in me. Yeah right. (2:01pm)

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I picked up one of these today. Super cool idea and pretty afordable. Plus, I have always had good luck with Netgear products. (9:27pm)

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Kick ass, I got my test back that I took Monday, and I did about 20 points better than the last one. You know if you make below and 83 in a class in the MBA program they put you on probation? Yeah, B- or below and they will kick you out after two strikes. I normally do well in school, but that just sucks.

On another note, if anyone wants a gmail account, I have some invites. Just leave me a comment or email me. (7:39am)

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I have all of these exciting thoughts during the day, but then I lose them when I sit down to type on this website. I am currently very tired of this sites look and feel and am requesting the services of a friend to help me out (since I am a little short on time these days and let's just say and not the best designer in the world). I am really excited about that having a new look.

What else? I am going to Hawaii now in September for my brother's wedding. I was really bummed about not being able to go, but my mom and step-dad offered to help out with the cost and now I am going to be able to take the trip. It should be fun, but the flight back is going to be tough. I leave Hawaii at 5pm, arrive in Raleigh at 9am the next day, and am going straight to work. I guess I shouldn't complain though, I still get to go to Hawaii.

Silent Uproar has a new contest with the Sony band Hazen Street. I have mixed feelings on the music (some of it is good, some is OK, and some isn't so good), but Sony really wanted us to help out and they ponied up a Playstation 2 for giveaway. I figured why not. Plus, last time I was in NYC, they treated me to the best country fried chicken I have ever had. Hooray for nice people that just happen to work at mega-corporations, just like me. (10:32pm)

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Seems I have some new people stopping by, and some great conversation going on in the comments. It makes me want to keep this site updated when I know people are actually reading it that I care about. I also hope to have a new design before too long, which will be great!

On another note, I know some of you out there in internet land have emails that are waiting on answers for me. Well, with another crappy Internet Law test tonight, you probably aren't going to hear from me until tomorrow. Tonight's test is on copyrights, patents, trademarks, web hosting companies, types of business organizations (LLC, S-corp, LLP, etc) and lots of other things that I already know something about, so hopefully I wont' do too bad on the test.

I also have some interviews coming up. This week we have Franz Ferdinand and Snow Patrol confirmed, and possibly doing The Cardigans, K-os, and Muse as well. It is a pain typing up all these interviews, but it is kinda cool to get to talk to all these people. Did you read the Melissa Auf der Maur one? She was amazing to talk to. (7:33am)

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I was walking past a construction site on the way home from school today and noticed "Not Hiring" (repeated in Spanish of course) signs all over the place. Is it just a Southern thing or do Mexicans hang out at job sites all over the country looking for under the table work? I am not being derogatory or anything, I am just curious if that same thing happens everywhere. I found it odd that it was bad enough that they had to post signs to keep people from hanging around and asking. (9:57pm)

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I wake up every morning thinking how great dream world is. I mean the real world is perfectly rad, but I am so not a morning person and it is hard for me to get up at 6 something in the morning. Plus, my dreams are always super vivid which makes it even harder to get up.

I had a nasty Internet Law test last night...I really dislike this class. The good part is it is over in another 2 weeks.

What else can I ramble about? This is the 8th week straight that I have run for 5 days a week. I am pretty proud of sticking with that. I have some super crazy furnaces in the fire with SU Records. More on that if things pan out, but we have a lot of cool options. (7:18am)

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This past weekend Leigh and I got together with some friends and went out Saturday night. We had an insanely weird dining experience, with all kinds of mishaps, but then we came home and hung out for a while. I had a little to drink and woke up Sunday around 11:30 feeling really bad. So after trying to get some food down and taking some headache stuff, I went back to sleep.

There is nothing like laying down in a nice cool bed on a warm summer day and sleeping for a couple hours in the middle of the day, just because you can. Amazing I tell you. I woke up feeling golden so I mopped the entire downstairs, changed the cat litter, cleaned out our fish pond, went and got groceries for two weeks, and answered a bunch of emails.

Now it's back to work... (3:33pm)

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I was going through my PC here at work and came across a text file with the text below. At one point I was going to keep a log of these things, but I never got around to it. Phone converstion with one of my users:

User: I have a problem with my lotus notes. I lost my email.
Me: What exactly do you mean

User: My computer is all messed up.
Me: Well what where you trying to do?

User: Well I wanted to open an email in Word so I can edit it.
Me: Ok.

User: But now it is gone and it dind't go to word.
Me: Well was there an attchement you were trying to open in word?

User: No I wanted to open then email in word so I could mess with it, so I clicked the forward button to forward it to word.
Me: You forwarded the email?

User: Yeah but it didn't go to word and now the email is gone.
Me: Who did you forward the email to?

User: No one, it just disapeared.
Me: Did you delete it?

User: No, I forwarded it to word.

At this point I go look at her PC and she has moved the email to another folder in her Notes. We simply move it out and then detach the attachment and open it in word. Wa la.  (2:42pm)

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I got my hair cut the other day and it made me think about somehting.

To get a haircut I go to this big place where all these young people work that think they are much cooler than they are. However, the lady I get to cut my hair is this little asian lady named Lerma. It isn't that she cuts my hair in some amazing way (although she does do a good job), but the reason I like her is because she doesn't talk much. You know how a lot of times the person cutting your hair will try and talk to you the whole time about random stuff? Well I hate having to make conversation like that, so I go to Lerma who says hello and then 'here, look at the back',' and then goodbye. Perfect. (7:20am)

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What an awesome weekend! Friday I left work a little early and hauled ass to Asheville to see Grant and Michelle. Once I got there we walked down to this cool burrito place and got some food, and then went and saw Mean Girls. We figured with all the SNL cast and given the writer (Tina Fey), producer (Lorne Michaels), and director (Mark S. Waters - directed House of Yes), that it had to at least be OK. While the opinions of everyone were kinda mixed, I was pretty pleased with it and thought it was funny. It is a lot cruder then I was expecting and the writing was really funny.

Anyway, so Saturday we got up and then proceeded to sit around all day and just hangout, which was great. Later that day I went with Grant to practice with his band before their show that night. We got some food and then went and hung out in downtown Asheville for a bit while we waited for the night to move along. Then it was time for the show, and it was a great show. The band on our label (Far-Less) was playing the show as well, so I got to see them play and hang out before and after the rock. Speaking of after the show, once we got everything packed up at the club and got a quick bite at Taco Bell, we headed over to a friend’s where he had an after-show party. Tons of people, a great DJ who is a friend was spinning, and I spent the whole night hanging out with and talking with Far-Less, whom I don't get to see that often. About 5am we roll home and then around 5:30 we finally crash.

Sunday, we got up around 12pm and went over to Tupalo Honey to get some really good breakfast. After eating and then watching some band full of 30 year olds who sound like they are playing in a high school garage band, we went back to Grant's and I packed up and began the trek home.

There you go...more detailed than you ever wanted to know about my weekend. However, since my life is pretty monotonous right now, when I have such a great weekend, I figure I need to share. (7:35am)

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I forgot to call my Mom on Mother's Day. I did send her a card, and I meant to call her, but for some reason I just didn't remember when I was near a phone. I called her today as soon as I could and she promptly told me I was on her shit list. However, by the end of the conversation I was able to smooth talk her into taking me off the list and once again proclaim her love for me.

And just because I know it would bother her if anyone thought I was being serious, I am kidding of course. I mean she did tell me I was on the list, but somehow I knew she was kidding.

Sorry Mom, Happy late Mother's Day. (11:39am)

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Me and my friends made a video. You can see it here. (7:14am)

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What a great weekend. Leigh and I went down to Jacksonville, NC for our friends' wedding. We had some great food at both the rehearsal dinner and the reception, and we met a lot of cool friends and family of Scott and Suzanne (the married people). It's awesome meeting people like that, and I think I may have found some new snowboarding buddies.

Now that its back home and back to reality, I am suppose to be studying for a Statistics final I have tomorrow night. Only problem is I left my book at work, so I have no idea what the problems are I need to review, and what to study. Oops. My only hope is to get to work super ealry so I can spend part of the day studying. (9:04pm)

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Anyone up for CMJ this October? I'm going no matter what and it would be cool to have a crew again. Jeremy 1? Jeremy 2? Robbie? Amy? Anyone else? (10:22pm)

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It's weird how you start to figure out little things in your daily routine to make your life easier. For example, on my way to work every morning, I know that if I don't make it through this one stop light then I am going to get stopped at 5 more on the same road. It never fails, the lights are on a timer and that is their pattern.

However, if I haul ass and make it through this second light, then it saves me about 5-10 minutes because I clear all the other ones. Just little stupid things.

I am really ready for this semester to be over. I have my last week of classes this week, and I have exams next week. Then I get a week off before starting summer school. The class I have first summer session is called Technology, Law, and the Internet, which could be interesting, or could be really boring depending on if it is more of a business law class or a technology class. Either way, I have it two nights a week from 6-10pm, which isn't fun no matter what the class is.  (7:08am)

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Why did I never listen to Jawbreaker? I mean I knew of them and knew people said it was good, but I never gave it a try. Why?

I was sent the re-release of their album Dear You and I am in love. It is so good. (12:03pm)

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I just want to thank Michael for pointing me to Firefox and giving me a handy SU search tool. This is by far the biggest step up from IE I have ever used and I'm loving it.

Thanks Michael. (10:09pm)

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What a busy weekend. I think the best way to explain that is to show you my rather ambitious To Do list for the weekend. X marks things I got done:

I finally loaded in some of my pictures from Tahoe a couple weeks ago. I didn't have my camera with me very often, but I did manage to get some good ones. I thought you might enjoy this one my mom took of me. I got that rad helmet and it had the built in spakers, so I just wanted to wear it all the time so there was always music playing...

This week has been pretty normal. Lots of school things were done, lots of emails were answered, some cool SU things were setup, some new contacts were established, and Leigh and I ate dinner together 0 nights. She is in the middle of finals, so it isn't a fun time for her.

At least the weekend is here though, Kill Bill 2!!! Maybe even the Punisher if I get bored. (8:27am)

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My ankle is still messed up. I mean I can walk ok now, but it huts and is still swolen. Maybe I did more than twist it, who knows.

Easter weekend was really nice. Leigh and I had a perfect day at the beach and then we spent some quality time with family. I didn't get to see my Dad this time around, but that was the only bad thing.

Now it's back to the daily grind. Leigh's exams start this week so she is super busy, and I have to write two papers for Thursday and prepare for a 3 minute video taped speach where I tell a group of people why they should hire me. That is the worst part. (10:53pm)

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Things have come to a point at SilentUproar.com where I don't know if I will be able to keep it going anymore. This July will be 4 years we have been online and it is sad to think that I have put in all that work and built it up to this huge thing to have it all fall apart.

However, things beyond my control are starting to break down. It is frustrating, mainly because I don't have any control over it. I don't know what else to say, except that it really bothers me.

Then again, this page is were I rant about whatever I am thinking at the time, so maybe things will work out and this post will be meaningless. I guess that is the problem with letting people read your thoughts as you have them. (10:54am)

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Well I didn't mention it earlier, but I busted my ankle the other day and while I was hoping to just suck it up since the snow is so nice today, it just didn't happen. I took the lift up and gave it a shot, but I was just wincing in pain the whole time so I figured I should give it up.

Cause of injury? On one of those icy days I jumped a jump and landed on the other side in some nice ice. Well I landed fine, but when trying to cut and slow down I caught an edge in the ice and busted, twisting my ankle in the process.






It sucks, because the snow is amazing today. I suppose I am going to take the car and find a record store or snowboard shop. It is weird that last time I went out west for a week or so, I didn't have any injuries, but yet this time I have busted twice. The bad conditions are the only thing I can thing to blame. Well that and the fact that I have been trying to push myself by taking big jumps. Maybe that wasn't such a smart move. (2:37pm)

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As you can see, I got the helmet. I even got one with some built in speakers in the earpads, it is so great! Yesterday was another good day of riding, lots of listening to tunes on the iPod (easily the best purchase of the year) and then an early night of dinner and some TV before going to bed at a scary 9:30pm.

We took today off, because I am just too damn sore and want to make it all week. We went to some local town where I went into every snowboard shop I could find and looked around at all the stuff I can't afford.

Here is my prediction, Volcom is going to become the trendy new brand. They make the coolest stuff and I have loved them for years, but I have noticed a increase in their goods stocked in "cool" stores. Hopefully the fad will come and go so the brand doesn't get played out.

More later, I have some business stuff to check up on this week so I am on the internet pretty much every day. (10:14pm)

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So in case you didn't figure it out, I am in California snowboarding. The first day went pretty well, the first thing I did was find a local and get her to show me the mountain. It's weird because their are no set runs here, the whole mountain is open, so you never know where you are going to end up. Kinda scary starting out. I did manage to go the top of the 6 peaks today and skied all the bowls. I also hit the snowboard park and took some jumps. Which brings me to the only suck moment of the day.

After hitting numerous 10-15 foot kickers (i.e. jumps) I decided to go balls out and hit the 30 foot kicker (you can't progress if you don't push yourself, right?). I went off it fine and it wasn't until I was about 40 feet in the air that I freaked out and got a bit off balance. I managed to land on my board, but I was leaning way too far forward and so I went straight on my head and slid for 20 feet. Ouch. Still trying to take enough medicine to get rid of the headache. I think first thing tomorrow I am getting a helmet.

Oh yeah, and the California black-outs are real. The mountain resort had one and I was stuck on the lift for 45 minutes. Finally they got backup power going long enough to get us off the lift and I took a bus back to the resort. Still no power on the mountain slopes. (1:23am)

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While 3:45am is a perfectly acceptable time for someone my age to be going to bed on a Friday night, it is quite the opposite for me, I am getting up now to start my Saturday!!

I have to be at the airport by 5:00am and then it is off to sunny Reno, Nevada where I will be meeting my mom and step-dad and getting a car to drive out to Squaw Valley. See you in a week (unless I get reall bored and decide to log on). (4:13am)

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This week at school we have had class over at SAS and had this Executive Skills coach teachig us all these things about how to present yourself to communicate effectively and influence people. Some interesting stuff, but anyway the last night a couple people were brought to the front of the room to test out their newly leanred skills. They were suppose to basically introduce themselves and tell something about what makes them a good worker. Their opening statement was suppose to be a "grabber" to help get people's attention. The first guy said this:

"At the Army core of engineers, we have a saying. We say the difficult we can do right away, the impossible might take us a couple days."

Somehting cheesey like that and then he goes into, "I personally believe that this philosophy can be applied to..."

Ok, so the second guy gets up there and goes:

"I personally believe George Bush is a tool."

Everyone was just kinda like whaaaa? THe teacher guy was all freaked out and was like, "was that your grabber? Well let's just skip that part with you."

Anyway, this seemed really funny at 9:30pm after threee and a half hours of this super serious stuff. I mean this poor guy somehow thought stating that George BUsh was a tool was something he should use to tell people about himself. Nevermind the fact that he was right about old W. (7:19am)

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Here are some moviews I saw this weekend:

Hidalgo
The Last Samarui
Secret Window
Iron Monkey
Phonebooth
Goonies
The Matrix
Jumanji
The Order (9:52pm)

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I am begining to think the Chinese really do know what they are talking about, they are just a little slow. One week after traveling to Nashville for a Beard Contest party where very strange things happened, I got this fortune:

"You may attend a party where strange customs prevail"

Right on. Another example. Two weekend ago I went to Savannah for a friend's bachelor party and had a blast. This week I got this fortune:

"A thrilling time is in your immediate future"

Now I know another thrilling time may be coming soon (lookout Lake Tahoe on the 20th), but that weekend was the closest to having a "thrilling time" I have had in months if not years.  (4:29pm)

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Look at this package I got yesterday. What the hell happened to it? The sad part is I get packages from all over the world and this one came from 30 miles down the road and still looks like this.

Needless to say my t-shirt inside was ruined. It was all dirty and mildewed. Now we will see if the company comes through and gives me a new one. (7:53am)

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I love mail, I think I am addicted to it.

Speaking of which, today the mail was out of control. I had so many packages that the mail carrier gave up and just left his Post Office bin at my door full of stuff.

The bad part is out of all the things in there, there was only one, maybe two good CDs. (9:49pm)

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